Tonight another night- alone in my room.

Doing things. Thinking. Accomplishing. Procrastinating. Starting and stopping stringents of research and time wasting.

I ate some of the candy Hari and I bought.
Then I finished for tonight… finished trying to sell things,market things, brainstorm about how I can market my skills… how I can make more money, how I can get more sleep… tonight I wanted to go straight to bed… and now I am still procrastinating sleep as my mind is active and creative and wants to problem solve and day dream and create.

SSShhhhh time for bed.

I began the process. I started cleaning up the huge mess that i had made the night before while making bottles, cutting labels, having a photoshoot, unpacking my things from the weekend. Alongside my work stuff- it looked like wild dog had been running around my room.

I cleaned up my room, then I cleaned up my massage parlour as I had left in a hurry after my last client …and then my bathroom, where i decided to begin to wash up for bed, also a necesity, wash your face, put on oil… oh put on oil… it felt so good to put some on my back and my belly and then I decided to continue on with my previous plan again… to give myself a massage when I got home as today at work I felt tired and sore.

And I did. It was nice and I’m so happy that tonight i ended up taking that time, and now drinking some water it’s not my bed time. I shouldn’t be on the screen now- but I will meditate before bed and quiet my mind- no longer giving credit to every passing thought realizing however, interesting they may be and how quick and random and pointless the majority of our thoughts are- we are humans, this is how our egos work and we enjoy it… we enjoy it a lot and encourage the same in all. While also respecting those who choose more disconnected from the rat race and more connected with the harmony of the healthy world.

One more thing before I retire for the evening:
I need to and it’s very good that I am beginning to take my health happy. Not because I was sick or am sick… it’s because I need to learn the body. Once I know how to read my own pulse consistently- I will be able to read others. I will be able to connect… with their consciousness… tell what elements are most prominent in their bodies… and I think if I can really get to know myself enough where I wont be bloated anymore and always have a brown, log poop…. I would be so happy, healthy and I would get my vehicle and would be able to help others tune theirs. That’s an exciting thought… from beginning to end.

I am happy that my sprays are generating conversation about Ayurveda- this will give me an opportunity to study more and work on talking skills and vocally sharing information. I need to slow down when I teach/talk…

AND time for bed. Om.NamahShivaya