The ancient practice of scrying (gazing into water while praying for spiritual guidance) may bring people into contact with Gabriel.

So I was doing research on Angel Gabriel after his help the other day and I found out he is the angel of Water!  How perfect. I think I just found my first non-related angel connection. (I for sure am guided/protected by my Grandma Rosy!)

Well- a year ago, I was in PlayaCar and I had a date with a very interesting and handsome Spanish/Mexican, Vegan, Nomad.  Then I came home, packed my stuff and moved to Canada to go and try and make enough money for my dreams.

NOW- I am back to EXACTLY where I was then in school- auditing the first two classes, curious about the next chapter of PanchaKarma, but instead of living in a gated community, in a penthouse suite, next to a golf course and 10 minutes from 5th avenue… I am on the other side of Mexico- renting a great apartment that I furnished myself, 2 blocks from the beach- I have already paid for this year of school and now already having people book some therapies for this weekend! My sister and my niece arrived yesterday so I will have all the cuddles and love I need today! This past year, never made me further along my career dream… but wow- have I ever grown and grown and experienced this year. God has been guiding me on my path and my experienced through plant medicine as a way to heal my guarded heart and allow me to trust in myself, my intuition, and finally- my heart again.  It’s a process- it’s easier to put up barriers and protection then to take it down… but the world is my manifestation. I attract what I really want and what is really inside my head and heart- so I need to check myself, check my fears and honor my true wishes. This year for Valentines day- I am single. I am in love …. with the world.

I am in love with my family, my friends, mother nature… and all the people I come across. I am dating myself. Getting to know myself and to show myself that I am serious about being here for myself, to stand up for myself, to be true to myself, to take care of myself through proper diet and lifestyle… while also honoring my creative, spontaneous and mezcal loving nature.

But I want to update the universe on one thing:
I don’t need to wait until the end of the year to find my person, I don’t need to wait until I am done all my studies and my internship, or when I get back from India, or after I travel Asia, or after I get more settled… I don’t need to wait until I am completely balanced in mind, body, soul, digestion…  I am ready to meet someone who is fun, open minded, who has his own spiritual practice, respects my spiritual practice and Ayurvedic lifestyle,someone who is active and loves to travel and is hard working – yet knows how to pamper himself and relax and just be. Someone who loves nature and watching sunsets and sunrises, who enjoys cooking over fire, ceremony, rituals and the magic of life… someone who is connection with his body and male and female energy and who will inspire me to be my better version of myself – without aggravating my already intense, self judgmental nature. (Pitta) I am ready to meet someone who loves himself. Who takes care of himself and those around him. He cares about the environment and recycling, making conscious choices to live or begin living a more sustainable low impact lifestyle, while also sharing my needs of security, health and comfort.
I trust in the Universe that I can meet someone now- that will only add more light and love to my life and those who are in it- as well as I can share my light and love with them and help them on their path. I want to someone to inspire me to inspire them.
Maybe I meet someone now who won’t be my forever person- but it would be nice to meet someone who is open to the possibility.
I know why I have been single- this path I was on this past year WOULD not have happened if I was in my previous relationships. I would have held back my desire and interest in things and experiences and adventure- out of fear of what my partners believed. Their fears and their manifested views of the world- were different than my own. We never shared the same belief system nor the attraction to the pure light and love energy of the world… SO happy I can finally understand this, and look back on all my relationships with gratitude for all the lessons I learned and how they have allowed me to grow and know my own darkness and my own tendencies to want to “mute” myself to make things easier or avoid conflict. It’s hard to change your tendencies- but you can do it, if you want to and you are living a conscious life and choices… choosing your actions, your internal and external dialogue. I am now a strong, independent woman- who knows what I want and won’t settle for anything or anyone who doesn’t meet me with there own unique and unchangeable self who together we compliment and together we learn from our differences and incorporate new things to our lives that feel good, serve us and nourish us… and once in awhile things just for guilty pleasure… and the pleasure out weighs the guilt 😉