Crazy week. So, studying aside, giving massages aside, being present and healthy- aside… the last couple of days I just learned a sh!t tonne! I have been to immigration 3 times and finally got all my life sorted out, I have met with lawyers about options for business and buying property and setting up life, I found out I needed to get a job in order to be able to renew my Visa to become permanent resident this June and by the law of attraction and having made good friends … asking my warrior goddesses … It’s Thursday and tomorrow I am starting my first day! Starting a new job that 3 days ago I never even knew existed or wanted… and then to start a new job right now isn’t ideal… I’m studying full time, I need to make a commitment until the end of the school year, I need to make enough money to pay my rent still and study full time and I have a friend coming for a week in a few weeks and we had travel plans… BUT THEN by the way of this beautiful Universe and SPECTACULAR spirit guides and all, My job will give me enough to pay my rent, I only need to work Mon-Friday 2 hours per week/and prep time, I still will have time to give some therapies if I need to for extra cash to eat and live off of, I will meet a bunch of new people and beautiful kids- my job starts now but then have two weeks off- WHILE MY friend comes… so EVERYTHING is working out! It’s becoming more and more evident that I am suppose to be here. I don’t need to make any decisions right now, but I am really beginning to feel this. Also- this week, I, conducted interviews with lawyers with the Administration of the school- in pure Spanish. I have not been studying Spanish, but it’s coming! I still have a long way to go- but… it’s just like, the past was SO hard! Moving to a new country IS NOT EASY, everything is difficult… especially when you are learning everything by yourself. You need to learn everything new… you don’t know where to get water, pay bills, where to buy a white shirt, print papers, how to use the bus, where to buy the foods you eat, how the public medical system works…how to open a bank account… but in the past 4 months I have learned A LOT and looking forward to the next 4 months. The past 4 months have also been such a self exploration for me about my addictions, tendencies and habits for things… but what I am learning is- it’s all about the learning. I can only do my best and not every day you can have four hours for Yoga- but somedays you can… and somedays you need to get drunk on Mezcal with your parents while sitting at a river and talking life! Also- two Februarys ago- my Reiki Master told me that I need to become independent before I can start a relationship. And fuck… the past two years, I have cried behind my full face mask while vibrating in a small space thinking “WHAT the f%C&? How did I get here again?” But then I stopped crying, and thanked the Universe for giving me the opportunity for work- and work with good pay. I showed up to work every day for my 10.5-12 hours shifts… I made my money. I came early and stayed late. I saved. I enjoyed my friends and family during the months… I looked like shit, white and baggy eyed … and now… I am poor again, but I am tanned – and I am living my life the way I want to… and I am getting closer to wanting someone beautiful to come and join me.

Thank-you. Thank-you. Thank-you.