I just sent off my home-work to my Master teacher for our meeting tomorrow.
AND it feels so good to have that off my shoulders- that today after school I can study, but have the pressure of finishing something.

These days my home-work assignments are ranging between 18-29 pages.
Questions, Essays, Pathologies, Diet and Lifestyle plans…  and as I am still just learning all of this… or rather, finally in a place in my life and mind where I am stable enough to learn and have it stick- to answer all the questions, make the formulas, fill in the pathologies, design proper diets and lifestyle choices- well it all takes time! Yep, but it’s SUCH great home-work, because I am learning a lot… and some of the information is beginning to stick so I am not needing to look up everything every time, so I am now more confident about the future.

Poco-a-Poco!

Learning new languages isn’t easy for me, but I am working on my Sanskrit and Spanish daily and well I am improving, it’s just a struggle- mostly with my mind, confidence and patience… you need to just try your best… well and study.

So April is almost done and I am beginning to feel a positive shift for myself in more preventative self care and studying ways.

These past days have been so hot! I was feeling so exhausted and intense during many moments over the last days but finally am beginning to use the advice from my books.
Every day now: Drink at least one coconut water (fresh from downstairs), drink mango juice, drink hibiscus juice and eat hibiscus flowers, drink green juice… eat rice, take in cooling herbs.  I have been just two steps behind it feels for everything- putting new things ahead of my studies…. and because my studies is also my health… I suffer deeply. I suffer from low energy, anxiety due to stress of not studying enough and taking forever doing my assignments and well… ANYWAYS, NEGATIVE will only be attracting more of its kind and I think I had enough of it for awhile.

Tomorrow is a new Chapter in my studies as well, as after a few years with the same Master Teacher I will have a new one. It’s always sad to end certain relationships, but life is like that- it brings you who you need to attract now for the purposes and lessons that you need now. So I am grateful for the change.

These past days have been busy with my school job, studies and just house and life stuff. The other morning I taught Yoga to a couple of French girls on the beach and it was so great to teach a Yoga class again- it’s been a few months already and I missed it! It was also great to go to the beach in the morning…. I have been just doing stuff/studying in my house until I go to work and coming home and doing more work/studying and going to the beach for sunset…. but I think I need to begin going to the beach in the mornings too… I wish I needed need to be on my computer so much right now, but perhaps I can plan to do studying on the beach by printing out my stuff and do the reading there… or just go to bed earlier and wake up earlier and go and do yoga on the beach in the morning… I like my sunset routine though- It’s really beneficial- however, yesturday I broke it, because I am trying to bring this dog I am sponsoring to the beach with me- and although he’s cool, doesn’t bother me- because I am responsible for him when he’s out I need to pay attention to him… hard to have a inward experience when your focus is outwards.
Two days ago his penis got stuck in the vagina of another day for awhile… I never saw that happen before, so I googled it and then gave them Reiki and told him to think about his Mom… the volunteer for the female dog, got quite the splurge on her leg when her female dog hugged her after.
Yesturday we walked down to the point… it was good to have a reason to go down there, taking him for a walk- but there are SOOO many dogs that it was a little stressful as there were a few times that fights kinda happened and I don’t like needing to be aggressive or yell… especially not now… not during Yoga time.
I am hating how I need to raise my voice to get the attention of my students at school and going to be changing some things up soon, because there is always another way…I can’t block myself…
10 minutes is up! PEACE.