Thank-you to the devine,
you make me hold my breathe.
you make me stronger
you make me laugh
Today I am in awe of you… I can feel you playing my life like a chess board and it’s fucking hilarious. I am just sitting back laughing and enjoying this and meanwhile working hard at all the tasks before me that I need to accomplish in my human life.
I think I need to do all of these tasks and pursue these pleasures and creative expressions, this is why I am here right? While I am here- I will lead my busy human life and take time in my busy day to worship you.
I KNOW why everything is happening in the order it is happening now- and I surrender to you again, and again because you never fail me. You bless me on a daily basis. You have clearly guided me, in every state of consciousness I have been in throughout my life- you have been with me everytime I played in the park, travelled to unknown places, started new ventures and relationships and moved to new places. You are with me every morning when I enjoy my quiet time and before I close my eyes at the end of the day.
I manifest my positive life, full of love, joy and purpose- but you are the gift that gives me my consciousness, creativity and prana to begin. The direction to walk in every day.
I will find out tomorrow or the next day if I am a permanent resident here, then I will find the land I am suppose to own- when you guide me there… I am learning how to listen to myself and how to begin to push myself in my studies to SHOW MYSELF that I am capable of remembering things and understanding the knowledge that you gifted the world and I am thirstily drinking so that I can be the cactus that has the water, that I can gift to others who are needing of a drink.
I cry-  cry out  ALL the emotions that you gift me, including pure joy.
I feel you in my heart and understand your guidance when I break down my beliefs about you, about society, about me… You are bringing me such beautiful, bright lights to call my co-workers, neighbours friends and family- there are no coincidences when you are involved and I bow my head in prayer of gratitude. You are bringing me my soulmate soon as well – once I am ready for him and he for me… but how could we be ready for each other when we are both leading such dedicated and busy personal lives, preparing ourselves, knowing ourselves- truly loving ourselves so that when we come together- their is no doubt, we can join together in light and love and harmony and continue our paths to be bright lights. I feel although you already brought me him- and we will recognize our destiny when it is our time. This isn’t a known- but it is something I am feeling. I feel although in the next year or so you will show me if I should become a mother, as I study the wisdom of Ayurveda about these important parts of life.

Devine, you are me. I am you- but you are the part of me that I long to know again.
One day I re-emerge with you- pure consciousness-when I leave my body and my sences behind, no longer needing to learn anything in this life.

Thank-you you each day that I wake up.
Thank-you for each relationship, success and hardship that you give me and the ability to know my truth… eventually.
Thank-you, Thank-you, Thank-you