Well SO MUCH has been happening in the past couple of weeks that I will need to write more later, at the moment I am studying but just wanted to make a note to reference back to later.

1)The song I wrote today while driving home from school was beautiful and made me feel happy, and allowed me to use my voice- and not care if I was singing good- but use it as my voice… compared to a professional singer or anyone who can sing, I am terrible- but that doesn’t matter… it’s my tool, my way to express myself and the only voice I will ever have- so I need to begin to love my voice, and not be afraid to use it. EVER. One of the lines I wrote involved…and loving nature and riding on mothers soft back…

2) Just got accepted into the student mentor program at my school and met with my mentor for the first time today- and it was very helpful and I feel very happy about it! I  am now needing to get focused and choose the topic for my research project – but I’m already hooked up with one of the Vedas and a bit of another as well as a few different good western sites.

3)Last Friday was the schools market- amazing, beautiful culture and creative and talented kids and loving and nurturing teachers! Beautiful dance put on by the girls with traditional clothing and carrying pineapples. (Will talk about this later.)

4)First Holistic Festival I was part of here in Puerto this weekend, it was awesome. Leah and I sold vegan tacos and kitchari and I talked about Ayurveda a lot to people and really enjoyed the workshop I went to- Sacred Sexuality/ followed by a heart opening cup of cacao prepared by Jess. Great Kirtan and met- my potential new long term neighbours on magic mountain. (What I feel about it right now.)

5) Flames from my past are reentering these past days and although I love them as people, not feeling the heat anymore.

6) Being called by the Huitcholes to come and join them again at the end of the month- it will be the first time I have the opportunity, now no longer working for someone else- to actually go and travel and answer what is being called. So thinking about it.

7) Only 5 more days of known commitment with current place of employment, which feels really good- as I am not a fan of having a professional Monday-Friday job and haven’t been into that ever… just not who I am. BUT- I can do anything, and everything- and the last 4 months have been wonderful, and by staying here I was able to accomplish a lot and stay really grounded. I’m manifesting to still be part of the community there as they are magic people and care a lot! I would love to teach Yoga instead of English though and perhaps remain a English substitute teacher- as I did enjoy teaching the classes, just not every day!

8) Next week with all my free time- I am going to try surfing for my first time this year, get out in the water a few times to begin getting comfortable and in shape, I am going to begin Spanish classes too and take my studying to the next level!

9) Also- I am going to become a healthier version of myself and do a detox for the first time in YEARS. Which I am SO excited about… as well as remove something that no longer resinates with my beliefs that I have had since 2013. It’s definitely time to remove it and be natural and allow my body to begin to find it’s natural balance again and hopefully become fertile again and begin getting ready for the family I perhaps am manifesting. (I am feeling closer to the idea of wanting a family, the trick is- to get myself ready for the idea of wanting to share my bed and sleep and life… with someone… I SOOO enjoy my single, women empowered life right now, I can’t even imagine completely wanting a man- if he shows up, he is going to be one independent, honest, trusting, spiritual being that will be liking to go to bed early, wake up early- respect and understand personal time and girls time. Anyways-  in my half manifest these things are not happening this year anyways so I am just going to enjoy my now- but become completely natural and begin following the natural rhythm of my body with nature again.)

10) OKAY! Back to studying.