Well today I went to the gynecologist- I had made an appointment a few weeks ago, but for whatever reason- I wasn’t suppose to have my appointment yet… and it was probably, so I could have this kind of experience today.

Yes, so today I had an appointment and for the price of 300 pesos- I am now 100% natural again! I am so happy about this and it feels really good! What am I talking about? Well I had an inter-uterus device implanted at the top of uterus since 2013…  I remember getting it and thinking, okay- I can have this for 5 years I guess- but I won’t have it for that long. I remember thinking, this is a good idea to have so I won’t accidentally get pregnant with my ex partner, until we are ready. And I remember having the talk with him, that we both were getting ready to have a baby- he was excited. And I remember 3 years ago going to the Plan Parenthood in Regina, and asking them to take it out… and the lady talking me out of it until I was sure I was ready… and almost leaving the office but then changing my mind and wanting it to be taken out- all for them not to be able to see the strings that day. So I remember thinking, I will take it out when I return to Mexico… and then I remember being unhappy in my relationship… and shortly after we broke up. A year after I broke up with my ex- his new girlfriend was pregnant- and now they are a family… and I still had this thing, implanted in me…  I am so grateful that I do not have a baby with my ex- although I love and respect him and his family, it is more and more clear as I really come to understand myself and my potential and my happiness how being with someone who is so different than you is really hard vibrationally and I was completely out of my alignment with him- which caused me a lot of pain and confusion that I didn’t understand then.

So today- the doctor showed me a diagram of the uterus, then I saw my uterus and the strings on the screen- and she removed the device, and I was impressed and SO HAPPY to have this out! I am so grateful for my body for not rejecting it and looking forward to a healthy uterus, to my period (as I never had a period for 5 years), to let go of blood, let go of perhaps some energy being stored there with my old blood, I am so excited to become fertile and I am going to be fertile again for when – my future love and I are ready to consciously conceive.
I am already old enough and capable enough I could raise a child … I am understanding some truths about this life- that I am so excited to share with a new young soul- and they won’t be raised with self limiting belief system, they will know how to create, how to dream, how to make themselves happy, happy to work towards keeping their mind, bodies and souls in alignment, they will know why eating healthy is good, spending time in nature is so important they will be respectful of themselves and the planet …. it’s going to be so fun to be a Mom!

And today I just started the Woman’s Health Unit- and the first images I saw of the uterus, reminded me of my own that I saw just hours before! It’s kinda fun that this happened together- as Ayurveda is teaching me so much about my body and how to take care of it.