These last months have been just crazy in the amount of life lessons. I think one of the biggest lessons is really, I SHOULD keep prioritizing fun…stay healthy and happy! Stay in the flow- and if things really feel like they are going against the flow… maybe it’s for a reason. You can’t rush certain things. You can’t understand what you don’t understand yet. Just there are boundaries and ways things work- and if things aren’t aligning perfectly for you- then, it may just not be the right path. I hope I never forget this lesson- or at least don’t get as absorbed in things again in the future that just seem to suck you energy… if you energy is being sucked from something- I am now coming to a conclusion it isn’t a good or bad thing- but it’s just not “your thing”. It’s a sign that it’s not the right time for you… and I think you know it’s a good idea that you move on, when you move on, or you make a decision … and you just feel lighter. There is just this inner peace that beams. You still want to be stressed or emotional or ATTACHED- but you can’t be… because you let it go. PFF It’s like. All of a sudden- this thing, that really wasn’t even life or death anyways- is just removed from you life. You CREATED it and all of the experience… but you also weren’t enjoying the experience- because maybe something changed…NOW I DON’T know why the thing changed… but sometimes it just happens lol… maybe I have now learned a few lessons about my truth and what I truely want. One thing for sure is- I need to stay happy and have time for social things in life- as I find true value in them. I am grateful for all my experiences and lessons this past year but pff I am tired! It’s like I was given to much freedom here to try and create my manifested Universe over the past months and – I was sending some mixed signals… so the results are mixed too…haha I am happy to get a time out for a few months. LOL, Universe- just lock me up for a few months in door with less options – and just allow me to earn good money so when I finally have it figured out- I’m ready for it! Now just to keep focused for the next few days: Mid term on Tuesday, fly to Mexico Wednesday morning and Fly to Regina Thursday Afternoon! Arrive in Regina Friday morning! It’s been 8 months, but I am hoping that I can enjoy some kid cuddles, craft beer, friends getting married before my time-out for the next 2.5 months in Coronach! π
Towels thrown in. Feels good.
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