Today I am going to try and explain and make a video about Ayurveda- and my role as an Ayurvedic Councelor, and try to explain things in a way that people will get it…  and at least not be turned off by it… not block it.

You can attract everyone- but you can me conscious of your crowd. Last night I was out for a friends bday and talking to her  Dad. He`s a scientist, biologist from Canada and we were talking about many things. He sees things from a concrete, structural, anatomical way- science … and he was explaining the in the US politics right now there is a Spiritual Women running- but her language is not being understood by a huge percentage of the population, and perhaps even being misunderstood… so her speeches are not of value to herself, and even if she is a great person, un relatable to many of the American society. (I will label this section, the people living in the Tamasic nature) or to say it simply… people who are choosing to live their lives in a ignorant way, that is increasing the qualities of heavy, dark, stale and toxic.  NO judgement. No good and bad… just the truth as I am seeing it.

Truth I believe is relative to who is speaking. If we believe in our own experiences as own truth- then … we all have the power of creation to create our own truth- whether its consciously or unconsciously. What I mean by this is, lets say that from our previous experiences (in this life and perhaps others) we have this type belief system of our reality, of the world around us… our belief system creates our perception and our perception creates our emotions and our emotions… create our thoughts and our thoughts create the reality.
But what is our belief system is based off of just accepting things… based off of what the vast majority of people say and think… what if we really have never taken the time to think about it, if it makes sence… or more importantly… how does it make us feel¡?¡?
If something doesn`t feel right... if it doesn`t feel good…  then perhaps, we have the power to feel good thinking about it still… but perhaps we just need to think about it in another light.

The other day I was running around doing errands, it was hot- I was tired and then at the bank there was a MASSIVE line up… I first thought… Oh, this isn´t a good experience… then I realized it was. I was SO LUCKY to be able to be there, not working, just in the line up, TAKING OUT MONEY, BUYING SOMETHING FOR MY FUTURE, for me… for my family, and I was in a safe place and to top it off- IN AN AIR CONDITIONED building… fuck, the opportunity to be able to be in the bank during the middle of the day is a privilege that SO many people around the world don`t have. I then felt grateful, I then was a happy person, and I then attracted really nice experiences and interactions from people around me.

Anyways, I completely got off track about language and choosing the correct way to explain things.

But we can only understand the things we have first hand experience with- so I am a true believe in trying things, getting out of your comfort zone and trying things…
I have tried figure skating, hockey, badminton, volleyball, soccer, frisbee, softball, slow pitch, basketball, track and running. Surfing, scuba diving, snorkeling, snowboarding, skiing, swimming, rock climbing, hiking, curling, trekking, sky diving, canyon swinging, rapelling, climbing a glacier, bungee jumping. I have travelled by myself to many countries, I tried going to the gym, Yoga, Pranayama, Meditation and Mantra and Dancing and Singing and Playing Music. I climb trees and rocks and buildings and things for fun. I am learning a new language that will allow me to now to communicate with many more people. I have been in love. I have been in long term relationships. I have been single. I have tried alcohal (almost every kind that I have had the opportunity to try), marijuana (in every form it comes), tobacco (smoking and rape), coca (chewing and inhale), cacao (drinking and eating), bhrami (drinking and eating), opium, ecstasy, salvia, magic mushrooms, stimulants, peyote, kava, ahyuasca and now soon to try Bufo. haha when I was 21 years old I even tried a type of fat burning pill (that was hardcore stuff). In my life I had many medicines- Tylenol, advil, ibro… many things. So happy to say that aside from a few anti-histamines in the past years when I am sleeping in a place with a bunch of cats- I have not popped one advil or taken any medication… but I have used plants as medicine. Ive tried a lot of weird food and still open to trying new things...ants, crickets, crocodile,chicken heart, cow tongue, food from more than 40 countries! I have been religious and dedicated to going to church and serving God, I tried going to several different churches, I have listened to different people explain to me about their beliefs, I have felt guilty, I have felt the fear of hell... and now I worship nature and believe in God and the Universe and the law of attraction, because that is what I am connecting with now. I don`t need to listen to scriptures- I am living the life of someone that believe in magic. I have tried dating guys from many cultures and background and countries and I kissed a girl- to try it. I have tried College and working as a professional and working as a contractor, mechanics helper, roofer, carpenter helper, cook, kitchen staff, bartender, waitress, vineyards and orchards, baby sitting and teaching and building websites and now I am still teaching and guiding.  I have swam with whales and sharks and been around dolphins and fish and horses and elephants. I have tried dancing to African, Brazillian and Latino beats, country line dance and electronic music! (I listen to ALL kinds of music- minus like hardcore and screamo… but there was this one year when I was 15 that I did like scream). I have friends that I have had forever and making new friends each week… life for me is to be explored… to be enjoyed and shared and tried. I am ignorant in so many ways… but I am trying to enlighten myself in so many ways too. I want to have experience so that I can understand others more. I know the feeling of having no money until pay day and surviving off of rice and or the charity of friends, of sneaking in places to sleep, of not having a bed at night, not knowing where you are going to sleep, being lost, being found, finding ways to pay for my education, for my dreams, for my fun. Ive driven a tractor, truck, car, moped, scooter, 3 wheeler, 4 wheeler, boat, Skidoo. I`ve been in big and small planes, on big and small boats, cruises and white water rafting and floating down rivers. Yeah I have a lot of experiences… and I think these experiences (by the way my weakness is that I do not read enough… I hardly read at all… so I need to begin reading and watching some of the books and documentaries and things people keep talking about… but I am just a life liver-first hand) will help me be a better counselor… they allow me to connect with more people. Trying things does not make your a good or bad person- but it adds to your first hand experience. You never know until you try… and I try not to live my life in fear… when I break the fear, the magic happens.

Things I like the most:
Floating down rivers, hiking, exploring, rock climbing, surfing, Yoga and Ayurvedic lifestlye techniques.

Mushrooms, Peyote, Ahyuasca and Edible Mary J once in awhile.
Teaching, guiding and building.
Men who like dancing, laughing, camping and cooking healthy.

Anyways I digressed so much- it’s a cloudy day here this morning and I am feeling like writing. Now time to be productive.