I finally watched my first episode of this show, but it won`t be my last. It just makes you think so much about everything. If you want to learn a little about the greatest story every told- factual yet enlightening… watch this.
For me these type of eye opening, factual, investigations that bring together information from all around the world, helps to educate and brings a new understanding what what my previous belief systems where- what they are and why.
We always believe what we are told until we don`t. We trust our family and friends- so we just blindly believe the way things are… and this is fine, as long as it feels good- feels in alignment- makes you happy, open, allows you to be companionate and have gratitude. Everything is good, when you feel good.
But what if the things you believe in- have a sort of stale taste? They are restricting? You are afraid to touch your own body? Afraid to use your voice? Afraid to express yourself ? What if you feel guilty a lot? What if you don`t really believe what you are saying and doing- but are afraid to do something different- because society is expecting you to work a 40+ hour work week, have house clothes, work clothes and pajamas. What is society- has been trying to overfeed you, over stimulate you, over work you- so you feel you need to be thinner, or fatter, or with more colour, or less colour, with more food, tastier food, more cheese, more beer, more technology, more events….more experiences to keep you inside all day- and resulting in depression, anxiety, anger, distaste…fear… what is society wanted to control you, by telling you stories so you feel you always needs something outside of you… you need to worship something outside of you… or you need to go somewhere to worship…
But what if… you could worship the Sun of God, just by going outside? What if you could connect to the most beautiful feelings, the most inspiring revolutions- connect with a knowing energy- a type of energy that always you to ask questions, receive answers, gifts and energy that encouraged you to be healthy by distressing your body…
What is you just went outside at sunset, sunrise… and at any other part of the day… and just sat and… was still.
Not working. Not instagramming. Not communicating with anyone outside. Not praying to a God outside. But just being grateful for the moment. Being silent and feeling what the truth of the moment feels like.
I am a truth seeker- I am not investigating things on the internet every day, I am not watching a million docs, or reading a million books- but I am taking time every day to connect with my higher self- to be quiet, and through my experiences- I am having VERY SIMILARE experiences as other people, and receiving the same knowledge- but perhaps I can`t express it the same.
It doesn`t bother me that society is allowing us to be poisoned. To build walls between communities and countries based off of ¨difference¨ from stories… that people listen and follow blindly, because it makes them feel good- but what they don`t understand is… that
a Christian can pray to Jesus and feel connection
a Muslim can pray to Alla and feel connection
a Pegan can pray to their Spirits and feel connection
a Hindu can pray to their Gods and feel connection
an Atheist can just meditate, or being working in the garden and feel connection
a medicine man from the Amazon can pray to Plant Spirits and feel a connection
an Indigenous person in North America can pray to his Gods and feel a connection…
AND ALL of those connections are real.
It`s connecting to love. To light. To source energy. Christ Energy. Universal Energy. God Energy. Angel Energy. Reiki Energy…. different beautiful vibrations from the same source- that bring people light and understanding and connection.
That guide us in the ways that we can be guided.
In my 33 years of life- I have connected with MANY beautiful energies. I have travelled around 30 countries. Observing the light inside of people. I was traveling around being the light. But I wasn`t aware of my powers.
I was poisoning myself a lot with my food and drink choices. And with my lack of connection with the most important thing to me… Nature. My true self… I am nature.
Nature, just needs to be in nature to cure itself. Eat and drink natural things. Rise and sleep in natural rhythms.
I now know this. I am nature. I am not only my body. My body is my temple. It is my vehicle. I am here to explore and to know myself. To honour myself and others. I believe we are all from the same source energy and we are all here to experience what we can… BUT I JUST WANT TO SHARE that life can be so beautiful (not saying it`s not painful) when we step outside the box… and begin finding answers for ourselves. When we start checking into our own belief systems and seeing if we believe it.
I will never be rich- WHY NOT? You are smart, ambitious, hard working, great at networking, creative, money is easy to make, it`s easy to save, it`s fun to make, it`s just exchanging energy- your beautiful, loving energy- for someone elses… in the manifestation of cash- that you can buy things with.
I won`t find the love of my life- Why not? You are beautiful inside and out- not because you were born a model, but because you take care of your body, because you take care of your hygiene and you are filled with a light that people are attracted to you- when you love yourself, you will have the confidence to attract the person that you find attracted to in all ways. You will look at them and smile because they are beautiful- because they are willing and open to you- to share themselves with you and to be your mirror. They will be attracted to you and realize that together you make such a beautiful team- to help each other, be strong for each other- be soft for each other… just be there, in an open, loving, compassionate energy that will encourage each other to always be grateful… to take care of each other and yourself.
I won`t be successful- Why not? If you find the thing that you love… that you have passion for- you are already successful.
If you share your passion, people feel that. You inspire them and you can help the people that are interested in your services.
YOU DO NOT NEED TO BE RICH. You need to make enough money for what you NEED to SURVIVE…. for Pleasures, for personal growth, for security…. but I can tell you, that I have been living a life that I feel luxurious…but it would make some other very uncomfortable. But it was a life that I was able to create in the moment that I had the understanding that I did.
This year I was living in my work space, in a slightly noisy apartment building with no outside space.
When I come back in the new year I’ll be staying in a simple house with a Palapa, outside area and pool and peace and quiet. I realize now that I like quiet…. so I made it a priority to find it- but also be close enough to the scene- to still be social, if choosing this.
Well my musing for today. Last week I had some intense experiences that were real and not real. Just as everything else is. This entire last year has been such a powerful, enlightening experience… and I realize where I hold fear, where I have limited beliefs, but also where I have power, where I have love, faith, truth, confidence… that I may be afraid intimacy- but I also, have respect for valid experiences that bring my joy and ease. Experiences that are empowering and connecting not just self gratifying and quick, rough, sexy.
For me sexy is being vulnerable- connecting with heart space and sexual energy and understanding it- exploring it, embracing it- channeling it- using the energy for positive things.
It doesn`t bother me that- everywhere I look there is something telling me to buy another things, or be a certain way… and that the majority of the things really are not helpful at all. It doesn`t bother me the addictions that society has to greed and hate and fear. Everything is just energy. and ENERGY IS ALWAYS MOVING. Things are always changing. And the energy is shifting… I am shifting… I am coming into new belief systems, new ways to love myself and honor myself, take care of myself- and it does not depend on doctors, or expensive anything (well I guess my education was a cost…) but once I have the knowledge, I can keep growing and learning less expensively for sure.
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