Something I came across today that really resignated with me, is a funny Revern was talking about soul mates. He said you don’t find your soulmate… God will bring you together when you are ready. When your soul has evolved, when you are whole to a place where you have your purpose already, and you meet someone not wanting them to fill you up… not for sex, convenience or money. But you and the person will compliment each other when you both know you both know your purposes.
When you find your soulmate you won’t feel afraid to loose them.
And some relationships God puts together-and sometimes it’s just man… and those ones aren’t divine… and then people choose to stay together when they realize their true purpose and they sacrifice their purpose for their marriage…or they suffer through divorce. I am feeling super grateful that I have not been married yet and I haven’t been feeling the desire to date and just go and have fun with a bunch of dudes this year- just to distract myself, just because i’m lonely (that’s what chocolate is for ;)) But really just spending time with people I feel there is more than just chemistry. Chemistry can be felt with many people, I think connection can be felt with many people too… but their needs to be wholeness… and divine connection… feel like “God” or “Higher Power” or”Higher Consciousness” is with you when you are with them. These are the 5 things he outlined are needed before meeting your soulmate.
1.chemistry
2.connection
3.wholeness
4.divine confirmation
5.sense of purpose

Anyways- I am curious about what the Universe/ God  has in store for me- and I’m just going to stay focused and an open until I have evolved enough to attract my partner…
I feel although he is very near… but I have time and patients to wait as I am really enjoying my single life right now 🙂 My Reiki master told me a year and 5 months ago I need to have my independence before I meet my person or start a relationship, and I think although I have met some really great guys this year- I never got to attached and I tried to be as open and honest with them all about my lack of more feelings for them too. Some of them really appreciated the honesty and thanked me for it. I just don’t want to play “in love” or play “romantic” I either feel something or not… and sometimes maybe I was entertaining things a bit to know, but I was learning. I am starting to begin to really understand things now and when I do things that are not in align with my spirit- I just feel really bad the next day.  I don’t want to wake up anymore ever feeling like I was just taking or filling someone else. I just want to hold out- be happy and content single until someone who also is whole comes to me. The past weeks have been so beautiful and I have had so many great chats and connections with people from all walks of life. I shared a beautiful experience with someone and we were both being honest and I think both on a level of consciousness that we weren’t trying to take from each other- but the question is- if we aren’t meant to be together, and we aren’t whole- maybe it just happens naturally… and maybe even though the experience is positive, it’s something I don’t desire again as I am seeking more… and I think my soulmate will be spiritually evolved enough to help me learn many new things and evolve more as well. Because these type of experiences and conversations really do teach you a lot about yourself. We were playing mirrors for each other and it was very profound for two strangers to engage like this-  but it’s almost as if all the amazing open communication that I have been having with people this year is just becoming the new normal…feeling really grateful for that and the work on my self that I have been doing this year and just excited about this year and the next years and hope I maintain this new sense of just feeling more like me- more relaxed, open and trusting… lighter, warmer and finding it easier to just laugh at things and myself… it feels really good. Life isn’t complicated or heavy… unless you make it. It’s not rigid and their are no rules… unless you make it…

Geeze I need to go to sleep, I have stairs to climb tomorrow morning. #LeahsBeWild #support #CarrazailloStairs.

This is the video I watched:

Also he recommended this song:
Dear no one- this is your love song.