Three days back and I am in love.
I am in love with having guacamole for breakfast and the fresh air and fresh people… every time leaving your house an adventure. I just moved my body more in the last two nights of dancing and walking around than I had for months! Walking down the road to fill your bag with fresh and economical, flavorful fruit and veggies! Your neighbors in the street- reconnecting with friends and people that you met months ago! Swimming in the calm open ocean- warm, salty, smooth. Everywhere is eye candy… brights lights, roosters, dirt roads, african dance, latino dance and beats and beautiful families enjoying the simplicity of life, the ocean and amazing sunset, the beautiful people that come here- the beards and long hair and the abs and the coconuts and the dancing and live music… the intelligent and sparkly eyes and bright smiles. People from all over the world, dancing and laughing and singing. Amazing performers, with so much talent. Thursday night I arrived and reconnected with friends, Friday morning I detoxed with the assistance of sacred medicine and my shamanic goddess friend and I released bile and mucous and cleared energy and then went to a talent show where I felt so connected and happy to see old faces and meet new ones and then out to dance in a great space to the live band that always perform such a great show… always with amazing energy and can`t not stop music! Yesterday was revisiting my town and getting things done, all with a new flavour, then silk acrobat class and followed by an ecstatic dance… which always feels so good- dancing at sunset overlooking an amazing beach in the palapa at Vida Yoga and I arrived home soaked with my own pure sweat- my heart open, so I decided to go on a date that was suppose to be just tacos but ended up being a night of conversing, writing poems, dancing, laughing… oh and today will be work, and more swimming and laugher and connection for sure. I am feeling so grateful for being in this place… physically, emotional and spiritually… it is here to support me to grow, offering me many things and people who are on similar paths and waves. I am going to begin taking advantage of the different classes being offered in my neighborhood- african dance, movement class, self defense, silks… and surf and in the near future hip hop… I can`t wait to reconnect with my body- and make time for love, family, spirit and nature this year. Every time I take the time to open my heart and share an evening, i have the best time… I wonder if I will fall in love this year. My goal is to bring more warmth and stability to my heart, ground myself more- that that my heart is not filled with Vata energy- but with Kapha…able to love and begin to get attached… now it has been 100% unattached for 4 years…finally I really although my ego and spirit are healed from my last relationship, I understand that I am in power of my actions and thoughts and no longer have fear to recreate previous painful things from the past. The present is the present and the future is full of awakening potential.
Now and I am ready to make space for someone special, to natural build in many ways. Yes 2020=the year of health and happiness, growth and love.